ONLYY.

if only i could properly express myself
to where people can understand the things i'm saying
the thoughts running in my mind.
i love him i do, maybe it's just an idea
it might be true,
i get lost in his eyes
along with his smile
i melt in delight
i feel so happy and free

i feel broken, and tuanted
i want something
i want to be that couple
that makes my world big.

i'm scared, to tell you
to tell you i love you

help me feel that confidence
help me to feel that it will be okay.
i need you
where are you?


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it will take time, cuz everything takes time
i learn i have the future to worry about
but i hold on to the past
or the present, your writing your future.